I am a Kayak, Hear Me Roar!

So I am officially here in Colorado.

Home again Home again, jiggity jig.

It's been rough.

My first day back and the first thing I did was head straight to the doctors for all my medical appointments.

I hate medical anything.

Bodies---gross.

But it wasn't as bad as {some} people were making it up to be.

OR so I thought.

I thought I was all shot free/needle free...all that junk.

But turns out I needed one last shot.

I mean its fine, I went alone.

I didn't cry...I just got really tense...and freaked out a lot.

t.o.u.g.h  g.i.r.l

Other than that...just working working. 

Tonight I started unpacking, and instantly got put in the worst mood ever.

Haha, it was sad to unpack all these memories that I've created at college.

Tonight I made dinner, and it was Tacos.

Tacos were a dinner we made a lot this semester.

Otter pops were all over at costco.

Snapchats were sent all day. 

Pickles were sampled.

Wedding shoes were bought for Katie's wedding.

All of these things that I just sat there and dealt with all day, but unpacking everything pushed me over the edge. It was a reaction really. I didn't want to be in this mood. I didn't want to be crying over my Rexburg life. Honestly, if it were a year ago that this all happened to me....we would be in a completely different boat.

So yeah,

I saw some of my CFA friends, love them.

Missed them.

They're great.

Tomorrow I start going to my dad's office.

All day.

Back into that same ole routine...

Ehhhhh.