I'd Rather Be In Philadelphia

You know when you're having a rough day as is, and then you receive some bad news?

Okay, well for the record, if you're wondering...I know what it's like...and it sucks. 

All I would want right now is to be in the comfort of my family.

Cause that is what you need in these moments, family. 

Family is supposed to be together. Reminiscing, laughing, crying-- everything. 

And I'm not there. I am far away. And everyone is scattered.

I'm here having a rough day. One that is getting worse and worse.

And just for memory sake.

Today I randomly found a chain that fit the charms of my old necklace. A necklace that I hold so dearly. And soooo many emotions came swarming in, and I just didn't know what to do. I kind of just sat there, and took it in. Cause I felt the one person I had been missing so dearly. It was if, I was finally alone in a population of 6 apartment. I felt her, and with that I felt the spirit--the comfort. Peaceful moment in a chaotic, mess filled life. 

I'm holding tight as long as I can. 

And so tonight, I'm writing as I watch the Episode of Richard's heart attack on Gilmore Girls.

"I'd Rather be in Philadelphia."-- Ronald Regan 

Me too Ronald, me too. 

Hold tight Gramps. 

It's not over for you yet. 

Yours Truly, 

Annalee