A creation to explore.

Recently, I've had time to think...maybe a little too much time. But none the less, I'm here.

I've reflected where I've been and who I've met and had as my company. I have thought about my now and what I do with my spare time. 

And thoughts like--Have I done any good? Who have I served? Who, in 10 years, will still want to be my friend? What impact am I making? And small things come to mind, you know...like I made so and so laugh, or I helped whats her butt carry her stuff to her car...but for me, it's not good enough. It's not stuff that 20 years from now I'll say, 'Yes, I did that, and others benefited from it.'

This is what I want. 

I want to travel the world, with set ideas of dedicating my every day and my every trip to finding people whom I can help. I don't want to become known for it, if that is what this sounds like. But when I die, I want all sorts of different people to come together. Not one type of people, but each one of them different. I don't want to fill my life with the same type of people. I want people from different countries, different ages, different stories, different hobbies. I want to grow to love and appreciate everyone for them. I'm sure everyone wants to be this way. Not only do I want to meet the people of this world, and help them. I want to Travel for, yes, selfish reasons. I want to see everything. I want to be able to say at the end of my life that I tried to see all that God has to offer, all that he has created!

And I want to do this while I'm young. While I have the time. I still want all those traditional things--like family, kids & a husband.  

So what makes me so different? 

I'm not sure yet, something I'm sure I will soon find out.

Brazil-- yes! it is still happening. Let that be the start of one of the many. This one, a little more special, but the ones after that..still incredible. 

Just another slice of me and my thoughts.