Day Five:

-List 5 Strengths & 5 Weaknesses-

Lets start off with my little weaknesses:

1) I lose hope all to easy. Probably stems from some empty promises made throughout my short life. But instead of holding on to things, friends, hope... I just let go. I have convinced myself that it is easier to let go rather than suffer through the pain and hurt until things get better. I've lost a lot of friends from that, I know it. But then again, none of those friendships lost were ones I think would've made it any further anyway. 

2) I would say I can get pretty hard on myself. You know what they say, you are your worst critic. Thats all. Though I believe I do it all just to push myself to accomplish all I am dreaming.

3) I'm not always there for those who have been there for me. In my life, I have had friends that have been there for every dramatic phone call, life decision pro/con chat, everything. And yet, I realize I was not always there for them. I fail at life like that.

4) Sometimes I play life a little too safe. I know that I WANT to live life edgier, meaning more adventure, but I never do. When it comes time to take an adventure, I prefer staying home. It sucks.

5) I do what I want. Which is also a strength. But in the case of serious business like school, work etc. I need to do what is needed. Not what I want. I'm like really good at getting out of things. And thats not good, I need to learn that i'm not always going to get to do the things I like. I'll need to suffer through the bad to get to the good. 

Lets end of with Strengths:

1) I believe I love everyone as much as they need. I may not constantly show it to every single person. But guaranteed if you are in my life, I care more for you than you do in return. There are a lot of things I would do for just about anyone. 

2) I believe that I have an unbelievable strong guilty conscious. I feel bad for the weirdest things. I don't like pointing out others flaws, partially because I know they are probably working on it, just like I am with my weaknesses. For example: I can't even tell someone they have something in their teeth. All to embarrassing. I guess I just really don't like embarrassing other people, unless in a hilarity sense. But its usually just that I don't find joy in that.

3)  I love to constantly be doing something. I like crafts, I like projects, I like homework. I like work. I like always having that back up plan, especially if it can get me out of plans I don't want to do.

4) Even though I've quit, I consider music to be something that comes to me. I've played for such a long time, that it will never fully leave me. 

5) Little things. I notice the little things. Good or bad, I can usually spot it from miles away. I don't always do something about it, but I try to. Whether its a congratulations gift, or a let me help you gift, I try.