I just have to get something off my chest. And since that is what this blog is for that is what I am going to do.
Certain friendships honestly astound me.
It is incredibly disappointing to me that usually there is always one person who loves more, cares more, does more, tries more. They give it their all for as long as they can take. My heart literally hurts for people who try their hardest to only have it crap in their face.
Friendships are NOT a one-way street.
They are barely even a two way street.
Because if you want a great friendship you will both give it your all in the little things a friendship requires. Time, effort, love, care, etc.
So this is what I have to say:
To those that seem to be the one caring more than the other,
I feel for you.
Seriously, it saddens me.
It saddens me to see people hurt day after day because other people can be so ignorant.
It saddens me to see people put so much effort and love into a friendship just to watch it fail.
You are a good enough to someone.
You need to go out and let go of this friendship. Meet someone new. This world is full of people I am sure would love and appreciate all you would do for them, and would return the favor.
You deserve better, so be sure to go get it.
To those that can't get their act together,
Learn to appreciate what you have.
Learn to give in a friendship.
Yes it takes time, yes you'll have to work at it, but you won't get any further in anything--friendships, dating, marriage--until you get that act of yours together.
After a night like tonight, you could say I am on edge. The thoughts running through my mind, well... they hurt. It's not happy to think this, and see it happen.
It really, honestly, just makes me want to scream.
So for the time being, I'm done trying.
I'm...just done.
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