Girl.

I've been sent out here in this life to discover. Discover who I am, what kind of person I'll be, make a life. I'm always on a search of finding a girl who I'm satisfied to be. Friends with different people, doing my thing... All while I take notes that are leading me to build a person I want to be. I'm actually learning from my experience.

I've tried a lot of courses leading to temporary happiness. I have had people come and go. I've learned my flaws. And I've discovered certain aspects I want to be for the rest of me. But I can sense a course ending. I need a change in direction. Not necessarily a new one. Maybe an old,yet really good one.

My fingers are crossed. I wanna be that girl. Who I am, and who I'm "friends" isnt me. And won't ever be me. I'm dying for that next stage in life. Sick of the awkward in between old people, and teenage years. I'm ready to open my eyes to a whole new adventure.

So with all this wanting, I bet you're saying...take some action.
Well I did, and it has an unknown outcome. Or it might be a total and complete predictable outcome. Either way I took it, with hope and risk. If it goes through, we will see. If not, I have more options. I can get out there. With faith I believe... I can make this girl I want to be come through and shine.

The girl others will be proud of, but most importantly a girl I'll be proud of.