10.4.12

type of note

Life is crazy.
I had my first day of work today.
It was rough to say the least.
Everything is so foreign, and it took a lot to remember, not going to lie.
I am burned out from all the college that my brain kind of doesn't want to work with me. So it doesn't.
I guess it literally will follow my motto, and do what it wants when it wants.
Aside from that..I woke up...got ready...and got a pedicure.
Ha, I know..I lead a tough life. 
On a different, 'can't make up my mind' type of note...

Being away from my roommates is going to be harder then planned.
I knew that college life, and home life were polar opposites.
And honestly, for most of the semester..I just wanted a little home the entire time.
More often then not, I just wanted to be in Colorado.
I wanted out of Rexburg.

Well I am here. I love it. It's everything I seriously wanted.
I got my mom, my dog, my bed. I got it all. The weather is absolutely incredible. 
Everything is picture perfect.
Minus one thing.
I miss my roommates.
Those 3 wonderful girls that kept life...on edge.
I knew I had cool roommates..but seriously they did so much for me. They helped me, strengthened me, cooked for me...they were amazing. They have become more than roommates. I'd call them sisters, best friends. 

So why can't I make up my mind? All semester...I want home, I wanted out of Rexburg, and nothing to do with it. Being here...I want Rexburg..well the people anyway.

 Oh well. Moving on!

Work tomorrow.
This job is going to get real old, real fast.

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