How many days until I get to be in my beautiful home state? I know just being there will bring complete happiness. Seeing all the familiar stores, rec centers, schools....EVERYTHING! Being with familiar faces that I {know} I absolutely trust will fix everything.
The sudden ongoing feeling of wanting to go home has just gotten old. I find myself reminiscing through old pictures laughing, and remembering. Remembering the good family times, friend times, even some school times.
Looking back...Colorado wasn't half as bad as I thought. It's funny to remember my sister saying,
"Annie, Colorado is the best, you will soon understand"
But I just sat there and thought...yeah right. This place sucks. I want out.
But now that I've been elsewhere and experienced something new...I realize that Colorado was incredible to me. No matter where I go, there are going to be some sucky people. Trust me. But that state offered things to me when people weren't really...something I [craved].
Idaho offers me potatoes. Which make me long for my dad's amazing mashed potatoes.
So reality...it offers squat.
So I ask again...How many days until I leave Rexburg... to take a break from school...to see people I enjoy...to be in the summer heat?
How many days until I am {home}??
You could say that the nostalgic feeling has overtaken my mind.
I miss that town center and it's random little stores.
Daniels Park! The prettiest, yet most of the time sketchy, place.
My forever home :)
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