Never

The feeling of giving in.
The feeling of giving up.

It really truly has never felt so good.
Letting go of all my
Could of
Should of
and Would of's

Letting go and knowing that things will be alright.
My life will still run exactly the same...
because you aren't physically apart of it.
I have a different life.
With a different path.

I'm still figuring out where my Father wants me to go in life, who he wants me to be, who will be the forever kind of a friend. Im still learning me.
A little girl in a big world, making big decisions.

Letting go of a distraction could be for the better. It'll be something I've never done, or ever felt. It'll be new, challenging, different.

Ready or not, here I come.