helpless.

As I sat there and listened to you explain everything from beginning to end...

I realized that happiness occurs when you decide.

You can't wait around and expect everyone to bow down and make you happy.

This is your life. 

Do with it what you will, and if you choose to settle with what is easiest...

then you'll suffer what comes with the easiness.

But if you choose to go out, and make the best of what you've been given...

Then you will realize that the hard work is worth it.

You can't hide your past from others, and you definitely can't ignore it yourself.

Be proud of what you have been given.

We were all sent here with talents, family, friends and many other blessings.

Take of advantage of that. We were given them to help us through the trials we are also given.
Let those who love you in.

We are given oppurtunities everyday to go out and make a change.

Whether it be to our lives, or  someone else.

So here is a note to all:

Choose happiness.

Make that change you've been dying to make.

Take the risk.

 This world is made of nothing but risks. Every decision we make will be one. What we will find out is that the more risks you take, the less they become risks and become something that make us happy.

 It took me so many years to realize that I can't depend upon others to make me happy, and I can't keep constantly shoving aside my feelings. It is all my decision.

Face what scares you.

So as I sat there and listened to you explain everything from beginning to end...

I felt helpless.

I had no words of comfort,

as well as no words of advice.

Helpless.

But as this day has grown into the next night, I have words.
There they are.




"In each day ahead I wish for you a rainbow whose colors are bright with hope. A flower whose fragrance is made of joy and a dream whose promise always shines in your heart."