Tomorrow.

Tomorrow, my little high schoolers start.

Its quite the awkward feeling to not have to get up at 4 am tomorrow.

I don't have my new, first day of school outfit planned.

I don't have that bed time worked out.

I don't have the necessary school supplies.
I don't have that uneasy excitement every one receives the night before.

Instead I have my work uniform.
Instead I can party all night.
Instead I can spend my money on that addiction I have to clothes.
Instead I have the complete feeling of contentment.

Because...I'm all grown up.

My tomorrow starts in a month...which doesn't make sense.
My new chapter starts with a new apartment instead of new clothes.
That bed time will  never come...only to be replaced with late night study sessions.
My school supplies will be books. And food.
That feeling, will still be there. But it will be accompanied with the feeling of an 'I don't know what to expect'.


Yes tomorrow is something completely new for me.
But it is something I have been waiting for.
Yes, Life is good to those who are wondering.
Yes, I am completely happy.
No, I wouldn't change a single thing that has come my way.
Because I am grateful.
Everything that has been shaken by a storm, has been calmed.
As for future storms...Well, I'll take them one day at a time.
But I don't seen any in the near future :)