31.8.11

said and done.

I thought about it.
I questioned it.
I hid it.
I did everything I could to delay it.

But last night...It came out.
I said it.
I did it.
I got it off my chest...and I feel like something has been lifted.
Sure the response wasn't what I would've wanted.
In fact it truly lacked.
But we are where we are.
This is where it is at.

But here is to another let down.
Something I started with faith, and happiness.
In the middle I got caught up.
In the end...I was let down.
Will I be here for you? Probably for years to come.
That doesn't mean I'll be needed.


Consider this another fresh start.
Friday I get my hair cut.
Not only will I be cutting my hair...but all the excess in my life that is really unwanted...it's gone.
A serious fresh start.
In with the good...out with the bad.
I have new in my life...and who was I trying to kid when I kept some old, and some new. It didn't mix. I couldn't stay the same person. But I like the new me better...so onward we go.

Happiness.
Satisfaction.
New.
Clean.


Life.

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