It's ironic that the song 'Count on me' came on shuffle. Those songs that have memories just always sneak up on you at the wrong possible moment. Just as 'count on me' did. Love the song... but what comes with it is a memory I don't need to remember. I got my wisdom teeth out. I don't feel any stupider. Except my brain gets focused on these little things and they don't let go. No matter what...including past friendships. So when 'count on me' came on...was that a sign? Is something suppose to happen now because the friendship has been on my mind constantly and the song came on? I can't count on you. There is the moment where these events in your life lead you to realize who you can count on for comfort, and happiness. Although I wish you are one that I could lean on, I realize...that you aren't. Truth is, I lost you. Long ago. All these thoughts that I've been having since I got my teeth yanked are true. I miss you. But it is in your court. I've given you the ball one too many times. That is all I can do. Maybe 'Count on me' is the wrong song to associate you too.
"Count your blessings. Once you realize how valuable you are and how much you have going for you, the smiles will return, the sun will break out, the music will play, and you will finally be able to move forward the life that God intended for you with grace, strength, courage, and confidence"
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